tinyac's Journal, 24 October 2012

i have an eating disorder.
i'm an alcoholic.
one cancells the other out.
noone ever notices.
i have no proper friends.
my boyfriend and parents worry about my ocd.
they don't know half.
i'm glad i keep this profile anonymous.

i hate myself.
i'm not strong enough to seek help for my vices.
i'm still too strong to give up yet.

Diet Calendar Entry for 24 October 2012:
836 kcal Fat: 11.39g | Prot: 4.48g | Carb: 83.08g.   Breakfast: apple. Lunch: parsnip, tomato, carrot, onion, celery, olive oil. Dinner: apple. Snacks/Other: vodka, pop tart. more...
on diet tinyac's own diet  


Crying for help, comes in many different forms. Loathing oneself is a pattern that follows addictive personalities. If you are here, then you are not beyond hope.  
24 Oct 12 by member: gg8266
Well I hope you find the strength to seek help. Gaining control of your alcohol and eating disorders is so important for you mental and physical health. Once you do that, finding friends and discovering how to love yourself become much easier.  
24 Oct 12 by member: Suzi161
I wish you luck I know the feeling of drinking to much its so bad the next day there is help out there and you could meet some new friends to suport you good luck 
24 Oct 12 by member: sdgrl1960


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