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60 dulcolax within one week is not a good sign.
I'm starting university on Monday and I really really hope that being out of the house will help me get things straight(er) on the path to recovery. I'm really struggling, and I won't lie. Everyone thinks I'm okay again and that's better for them and for me as it's given me head space to sort things out for myself. But I know I need some support, and it's the type of support you don't get from your family and friends. What I mean by that is psychotherapy. Somehow I've always found it easier to bond with a therapist- a stranger- and be honest about my struggle. Perhaps that's because I know what I do won't affect them personally.
So, what I really wanted to say is that I'm planning to get in touch with the counseling service at uni as soon as I can, and start going to ED support groups as well. And nobody needs to know about it this time.
Things are not as easy as they might seem :(
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