rubytaylor's Journal, 16 October 2018

OW I gained another 4 pounds, I'm going the wrong way, at one time this summer I was 5 pounds from my goal and now I am back to 15 pounds. I see my nutritionist today and hopefully she can get in my head and get me back on track. I'm just not into this right now, my adult children are my focus.

My son and daughter are having some life time issues that makes me worry about them and I've lost focus on myself. My son who is 27 recently moved back in with us, he seems to be going through some sort of depression issues due to losing a job and has no motivation about working or finding a new location to move to. He needs to gain weight so it's really hard to fix the foods I need to continue the weight lose when I'm trying to feed him the foods he needs to gain.

My daughter is 23 years old and a General Manager of a fast food chain and continues to struggle with keeping the number of employees she needs to run the store. Currently she is working approximately 80 hours a week on a 40 hour salary, I worry about her health and her personal life with her boyfriend, who doesn't seem very understanding.

My grandmother and I were extremely close and I now understand what she went through when I had life issues. She use to say I wish I had a million dollars so I could make your life easier. The life I have, the struggles I faced are what made me the person I am today. I'm strong willed, I can handle a lot of life issues, because I did it in the past and know I can do it again. I can do pretty much anything on my own if I need to.

My husband also needs to lose weight but is such a picky eater and the foods he needs vegetables and fruits he doesn't eat. I worry about him having a heart attack or getting cancer cause he is a smoker and I am not. He smokes outside because he respects us, no one else in the family smokes. I guess I had some influence with my kids they don't smoke and they drink reasonably He supports me on my weight lose at times but says he likes me just the way I am and if I want to eat carbs then eat them. He doesn't make me feel guilty at all, he kind of rides the waves with me.

Thanks for letting me vent, now to go to work. Have a blessed week!
155.0 lb Lost so far: 13.0 lb.    Still to go: 15.0 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.
gaining 4.4 lb a week

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Philippians 4:6-7 and I hope your week is blessed as well! 
16 Oct 18 by member: Mrs_J_

     
 

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