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guess part of my last journal entry got lost somehow. But anyway, All is well here although I have had some ups/downs&allArounds, but for the most part I'm doing ok. There just seems to be so much in my life that is up in the air and I get unsettled about it and kind of down. I felt bad that my best friend thought I was upset with her or she did something wrong but in reality it was I was just in a down mood and wanted to isolate myself. We talked it out and all is ok with us BUT I'm still kind of wanting to be by myself and that is really probably not a good way to be. When I get like this, just about all I really want to do is sleep and eat on the run. Hopefully it will turn around. I know a big thing is my job and all. Just seems like it is extremely stressful and I don't see a way out right now. And once I can maybe, perhaps, get 'out' it will be something that will put more stress on all involved. Oh well one of these days none of this will matter, Right? I just need to get over it and go on, yup easier said than done.
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