DairyFarmersWife's Journal, 17 September 2018

Today I have decided to get over myself. None of my problems are unique. None of them are particularly horrible. My life isn't horrible. Sure it's a little demanding and exhausting but at least I still have a pulse. My feet hurt but I can still walk. All my body issues can be cured by just not eating so much crap and moving more. The demanding part of my life where tiny humans have come to think of me as their private slave can be cured by bribing them with money to go bother someone else or by sneaking out of the house and hiding from them. Seriously... if they need something badly enough they have the ability to sniff me out wherever I hide. They're like bloodhounds looking for a hot dog.

I need to just get over myself and realize that I can handle this. I can handle not eating a cookie. I can be good to myself and find the time to exercise and be a better freaking person. 20 minutes of cardio may feel like a slow miserable death where I drown in my own sweat.. but I won't die. I need to suck it up and stop acting like a buttercup. Seriously?? When did I get so freaking soft?? When did I become so wishy washy? Today's the day... no wait.. TODAY is the day... Poop.. Next Tuesday is the day!! Gah... in 2 weeks 4 days and 19 hours that will be the day. I'm not sure where this special day is but it can kiss my rosy butt. Every day is the day. Regardless of what happens. Every day counts. Yesterday when I ate that fudge pop.. it still counted!!

And that wagon I keep supposedly falling off? Screw the wagon. I'm going to walk and eventually jog and then outrun the darn wagon. Screw you wagon!!

So yeah.. I'm getting over myself. I'm telling myself that if it isn't broken then I should shake it off. Suck it up buttercup. You get what you get so don't pitch a fit. And stick the fork in someone else because I ain't done.

I'm going to eat right, exercise, journal on my blog, post crazy crap about my butt on Instagram and I'm not going to apologize, be ashamed, or hide my crazy. Because I am who I am and I need to get over myself and accept that.

Diet Calendar Entries for 17 September 2018:
2135 kcal Fat: 165.21g | Prot: 142.89g | Carb: 18.63g.   Breakfast: Keto Coffee, Ground Beef (80% Lean / 20% Fat, Patty, Cooked, Broiled) . Lunch: Ready Pac Bistro Bowl Chicken Caesar Salad, Polly-O Part Skim Mozzarella String Cheese Sticks. Dinner: Oscar Mayer Cheese Dogs, Steak. Snacks/Other: Planters NUT-rition Wholesome Nut Mix, Bridgford Summer Sausage, Mezzetta Super Colossal Spanish Queen Pimiento Stuffed Green Olives. more...
2416 kcal Activities & Exercise: Fitbit - 24 hours. more...

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I love your crazy. When you have something in your life that you don't like you have two choices, change it or accept it. When you don't do either that is what creates stress. So change the things you can, accept what you cannot and carry on as if you're normal. 
17 Sep 18 by member: fatoldlady
Your journal entries save me the hassle of writing my own! LOL I'm in the same spot. 'I can handle NOT eating a cookie'. Except I couldn't. It was two rice krispie bars this morning :) 
17 Sep 18 by member: ninamn22
YEAH! 
17 Sep 18 by member: FioLog
Stop talking and start doing!❤️ 
17 Sep 18 by member: Erquiaga
Great-Journal-Post! Love It! 
17 Sep 18 by member: adefwebserver
Yaaaassss ❤️❤️❤️ 
17 Sep 18 by member: Swedishblondie
Feels 
17 Sep 18 by member: CrashtestDawnie
Kindred spirit! Love your post! 
17 Sep 18 by member: KarissaB1
Love your post! You CAN do this! 
18 Sep 18 by member: kclab

     
 

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