From working out and eating right, to losing interest and falling off track! I feel like I'm doing it for all the wrong reasons. I have no accountability for myself. I am expecting someone else to do it for me. I need to find my own motivation, but it is so hard! I know what I need to do and how to do it.... I just put excuse after excuse in front of it! I want to get over this! It hasn't become a life s=change for me yet. I don't want it to become a medical reason :( I am excited that I have a bike now, but the time I went out, I was terrified! I still am in denial of what it is, but I'm trying to get the courage to figure it out. Sigh.... I thank my wonder friend Liz for putting my laziness on check. If it weren't for you girl, I would still be saying "for one reason or another" :] You helped me so much with taking responsibility for myself. <3
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