Cindy Thompson's Journal, 18 June 2011

I need to ask the doctor if I can get back on Atkins. I'm so disgusted with my weight gain. Still trying to get my meds straightened out. The doctor just didn't want me putting any extra stress on my body at this time. Hopefully he will see how much I've gained and recommend I go back to losing weight again. Lately, I've just tried to live moment by moment and not plan to much. I have racing thoughts and can't seem to shut down my head. Then I'm exhausted. I miss the days of being my normal. Will I ever get there again? I don't know. God has never failed me before and I have to believe that He is working in my life right now too, even when I can't see it. Sending Love and Hugs to All.
200.0 lb Lost so far: 86.0 lb.    Still to go: 70.0 lb.    Diet followed poorly.
gaining 4.6 lb a week

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Cindy, you will most certainly get there again. Stay in touch w/ this Dr. and let him know how you are feeling. God is totally in control, and will pull it all back together once again for you as soon as it is what is best for you. In the meantime, you need to do what is BEST for your whole body, and if that is to eliminate stress in your body, than have a hershey's kiss for me, girl :))) You'll be back in the losing weight mode again very soon. I love you, and am praying for you regularly. Keep in touch. Much Love. Paula 
18 Jun 11 by member: jsfantome
Cindy, I am so sorry you are going through all of this. I understand your health vs. your weight, it is a struggle but you can manage it. Have you tried meditation or something similar to slow your mind? Maybe that would help. I am thinking of you and hoping you are well, mind, body, and spirit. 
18 Jun 11 by member: danawiesner
Cindy - So sorry to hear you are still trying to get your life back on track. Be patient and take time to heal.  
18 Jun 11 by member: BuffyBear
Oh my dear sis...so sorry that it is such a struggle to get the medications regulated. I know how hard it must be for you after all the hard work you did to lose the weight, but right now you need to do what the doc says. We both know that God is with you...He won't take you to it, if He can't get you through it...so hang in there and know I am still praying for you. Love ya, sis! HUGS! 
18 Jun 11 by member: ctlss
Cindy, my heart goes out to you.. I mean that sincerely after having gone through some of the most intense mental distress myself. Please know that GOD has not foresaken you, he is there. You WILL get through this I PROMISE you. (HUGS) big time...  
18 Jun 11 by member: trill42
Cindy- so sorry to hear you are still struggling with the meds and getting them regulated. Hopefully your docs are coordinating to get your mind and body in sync and you are able to get back to losing again and feeling better. Praying for you and God WILL see you thru this! 
18 Jun 11 by member: HealthyBabs
Thank you to all my wonderful friends for your kind, supportive words. Moment by moment with God's help and all of you dear ones. Love and Hugs 
18 Jun 11 by member: Cindy Thompson
Sending you thoughts and prayers. 
18 Jun 11 by member: Sherillynn
Love you Cindy, praying for you to get better on all accounts. Sending love and hugs too. Take care of you honey...Bren 
18 Jun 11 by member: BHA
Cindy I feel the worry and frustration in the words you wrote. Do stay in contact with your doctor and follow his advice. You WILL get through this with God's help. Praying for you to find the healing that's needed.... 
18 Jun 11 by member: Sandy701
Cindy, we all want the best for you, yes we do. I can hear & feel the pain in your words, more than anything I wish I could do more to help. I believe you will get through this, you will be you again!  
20 Jun 11 by member: gg-girl
Praying for you! Hugs!!! 
20 Jun 11 by member: squigglywiggly
Oh boy. I hope you get better soon. None of this stuff is ever easy. 
24 Jun 11 by member: Fledgist
Cindy, sorry things aren't going good now, but keep the faith and give God the glory in all you do.He never puts more on us than we can bare, just when you tink you can go no farther, you will have you break through. 
28 Jun 11 by member: Shirlgirl

     
 

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