madaboutmoose's Journal, 02 November 2014

Time change. Stayed up too late knitting. Raining.

Did I forget to tell you all Blue also has a hernia. So that means the occasional gift escapes from his rear on top of everything else. What I didn't know until this morning was something I could have missed. It's raining, right? So I drag myself out of bed because Blue is up and I don't want him to wake Bob. I see his sock is off and he has been licking his stitches. Great. I need to bandage him again. He also needs to do his business. So I get him on the lead my jacket on and out I to the rain we go. Well he succeeds in his mission but he's wet too.

We are in the mud room, me taking his lead off and he shakes his whole body and out of his hind end flies ... Well you know. Splattered on me, the wall, the floor. I of course step in it with my slipper. I just found another treasure on the floor. Oh my. Happy Sunday!! Poor Blue. Poor me!!

He is re-bandaged, sock in place. I'm changed out of the sweat pants he decorated and hopefully the mess cleaned up. Still have my slippers to clean.

Weight is steady at 250. Impatient as ever to at least get to 239 where I started on fat secret in January 2009. Sigh. Groan. Smile and be content. Be gentle and kind, Moose ... Mindful and take each day as it comes!

Now onto the fun tasks of laundry, paying bills, and grocery shopping. All,I really want to do is crawl back in bed. DH says he's not depressed but he is so sad he feels like he could break into tears at any moment. He feels like he ruined our vacation. He is very tired and says he feels like he is at the end. Lord help me get thru this time. Lord help us.
250.0 lb Lost so far: 9.2 lb.    Still to go: 65.0 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.
losing 2.8 lb a week

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poor thing.  
02 Nov 14 by member: deaby16
You have had an eventful day already. So sorry to hear that your husband is having a rough time. Depression is a serious illness but there is treatment out there. Maybe suggest he see the doctor. 
02 Nov 14 by member: unamoyer
That is a crappy morning ...no pun intended but , you did it- you cleaned up and moved on. You have done that for as long as I've known you- which is a very long time. You may feel like pulling those covers up but you never do. Hang in there my friend. The sun will be shining soon. 
02 Nov 14 by member: sharonfriz
Big hugs. Keep you eye on the goals you have set because despite twists and turns in the road you are still on the road to better health. Supporting your every wish. J 
02 Nov 14 by member: JovialJ
Holding you all in my thoughts.  
02 Nov 14 by member: Densible
Sounds like a rough day Carol. Poor Blue and poor you. You are a much better person than me because I don't think I could do it. I love what Sharon wrote and I definitely agree with her. You are amazing Carol. Be kind to yourself. You deserve it. Big hugs to you!! 
03 Nov 14 by member: chattycathy1955

     
 

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