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Okay so the stress kicked up a notch and you know I am amazed at how vindictive and filled with hate so many people are. I am amazed at how so many people cast stones and they are living in Glass Houses, themselves. My poor husband just broke down crying this weekend and that is not something that he does. It is hard right now. I know that whatever happens we will get through this but it does not erase the worry or the fear of the unknown over the next two weeks. That is what it is...two weeks or less until we know the fate of his job. Even after that he will have a ticking time bomb over his head from some of his vindictive family members. All because he does not kiss their asses and tell them it is okay to live off of the government and have babies with different daddies and out of wedlock. All because he does not support their lifestyle to go out and party and not pay their bills. Because of that a couple of these so called family members are out to hurt him and would post innuendos on a public forum. I am trying to work through the rage and anger I feel for this person as well as the disgruntled employee that quit and is now trying to retaliate against my husband because the Corporate Office decided that this employee is in breach of their non-compete contract. This person knew before they left. One of DH current employees even contacted this person and was like what are you doing, you are messing with my livelihood. He said the guy is just out to be vindictive and malicious. So I just pray that God will get us through this and that DH does not lose his job. The rest...the people...that is all in God's hands. I know that it will all be taken care of and I just pray that he lifts this rage and borderline hate that I currently have for them. People do not realize that every action has a consequence and there are ALWAYS other people that get hurt by your vindictive and malicious actions. Okay so that is my rant and trying to purge some of this out of me.
Food wise I have done decent. Saturday night I did eat after 7pm...more like 9pm and it was Taco Bell. I should have just went to bed. However, I was back on track Sunday and will not let this derail me. Just in case DH is now looking for jobs. I told him that we go wherever he finds a job (if he loses his job) because I can work from home wherever we are at.
So my FS friends please keep the positive thoughts and prayers for us, and I greatly appreciate it. You all are keeping me sane right now.
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210.8 lb
Lost so far: 37.2 lb.
Still to go: 21.8 lb.
Diet followed reasonably well.
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Diet Calendar Entries for 22 September 2014:
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1157 kcal
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Fat: 84.83g | Prot: 75.99g | Carb: 12.14g.
Breakfast: McCormick Orange Extract, Green Mountain Coffee French Vanilla Iced Coffee K-Cup, LouAna Pure Coconut Oil, Torani Sugar Free Vanilla Syrup. Lunch: Chicken Meat (Roasting, Roasted, Cooked), Hellmann's Real Mayonnaise, Onion Powder. Dinner: Open Nature Sour Cream, Herdez Hot Salsa Casera, O Organics Mild White Cheddar Cheese, Birds Eye Pepper Stir Fry, Marcela Valladolid Beef Flank Steak For Arrachera. Snacks/Other: Crystal Light Energy Peach Mango, Rockstar Inc Diet Rockstar Energy Drink (Large Can). more...
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2881 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
treadmill C25K - 2.14m - 32 minutes, Desk Work - 9 hours, Resting - 6 hours and 28 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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losing 2.8 lb a week
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jamie, i just don't know how to express how sorry i am that you and DH are having to go through this! but know that i'm sending you all my positive thoughts. stay strong and don't let them see how much they hurt/anger you. i've always been a firm believer that you'll never go wrong taking the high road, so stick to your beliefs. you have lots of support here and can vent anytime you need to! good job staying on track with your eating. with the stress you're under, I don't know how many of us could have done that!
22 Sep 14 by member: berley1
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Thank you Kimberley - I really appreciate it. You guys are keeping me accountable right now.
22 Sep 14 by member: jaime30024
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Oh wow Jaime - just wow...sending every good thought I can muster up to you and yours - hang in there my friend, Karma is a bitch! You'll get through all this, and those that deserve it will get bit in the a**...
22 Sep 14 by member: kmkjmomma
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Please don't let hate get into your heart----It is a prison---trust me, I know...they will go on and live their lives and you will still be in the same place of hatred...Take this time to comfort your hubby and let him know you're there for him. NOTHING can happen unless the Lord permits....NOTHING....and trust that if DH loses his job, there is something better for him.
22 Sep 14 by member: makeupfetish09
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It's ironic that you should post about this today. Our sermon yesterday was about forgiveness and letting go of the anger etc. Did you know that people who forgive are healthier? True. Scientific studies. So pray, forgive them, and let it go. Good will take care of it.
22 Sep 14 by member: msbuggirl
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Thank you to each and everyone of you. I really appreciate it and I am working on letting it go. The interesting thing is that this person has done sooooo many things that we know about (and they do not know we know) but we keep it to ourselves. What good does it do to go around airing. We have gotten notices from the school that her kid owes lunch money and we called to pay it to find out that someone else had paid it....she never knew about that. I know that God will take care of it all. I am worried, and I am worried about DH letting this make him sick. He is diabetic and this is not good for his blood sugar. I just keep telling him we will get through it and I know we will. I appreciate you all so very much; more than you could probably ever know.
22 Sep 14 by member: jaime30024
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Thinking of you, and sending love & hugs! Journaling about it is so therapeutic, so good for you. And, of course, prayer is so important in stressful times. Keep the faith, my sweet friend! Xoxox
22 Sep 14 by member: Ruhu
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Thank you, Ruth! It is therapeutic and I appreciate the love and hugs.
22 Sep 14 by member: jaime30024
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Prayers prayers prayers. I'm guessing the public forum was facebook? So much stress.. prayers for you and your DH and even for the family that they stop the meanness.
23 Sep 14 by member: FullaBella
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Thanks Bella. Not sure what drives people do these things that they do. Never once have we made innuendos about her and the things that she does or the way that she lives. I know that God is bigger than this, but still just makes me wonder why people are so mean sometimes.
23 Sep 14 by member: jaime30024
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