hottieinafatbody's Journal, 01 March 2009

Hello! hello!

Its been a while!

As usual I got myself all off track, but now I am back!

I had gained back some of the weight I'd lost and just couldn't face weighing in here but I've been good and stepped on the scale today and have lost it again so no more shame.

Right now I am faced with trying to understand whether it was the chicken or the egg, meaning is it my emotions or my thyroid problem - which is causing which? Doctor says thyroid but I am so confused I dont know, so I suppose if I just take my thyroid pill everyday (which I had been doing it until life went to hell again) but if I take it everyday and get my blood work done to ensure the levels are right then perhaps everything can remain in control (that and keep the people and things out of my life that cause such strife.... ever loved someone so much in so many ways but they absolutely reeked havoc in your life? thats a shame isnt it?)

I know that I need to come first and I start off doing ok then before you know it, its all about someone else ~ well, its all me now. I am making somewhat of a hermit out of myself for a while, just work, sleep and the gym! :)

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