A direct quote from my best friend: "I am looking for pics, and they don't even look like you."
When I was heavier, I tried to tell myself that I didn't mind being "fat." I could eat what I wanted when I wanted and didn't care. I never felt bad about what I was doing. I often drank and eat just because I felt that I enjoyed my body, I have a man who loves me, why change? At the time I worked on my feet, I got tired sure, but I was running around a large restaurant for 8-10 hours a day. I thought I was getting enough exercise, but I was just balancing things out to maintain the heavy weight.
Now I realize that I wasn't happy.
Here are some pictures that I will share in the before and after thread as well.