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13 February 2015

12 February 2015

I'm Back With A New Motivator

So not that long ago I got a new tattoo. The problem is, the artist screwed it up. If you have never gotten a bad tattoo, especially if you consider yourself a very intelligent person that went to the best artist to avoid this sort of thing, then you would not understand the depression and anxiety that comes with such a thing. Considering I already have an anxiety disorder, I was about ready to die.

My new motivator is trying to get my mind, body, and skin as healthy as I can so that laser removal (more literally like laser 'fading') works better and so I have other positives in my life and things to look forward to.

I think I owe it to myself. Time to stop making bad decisions and start making GOOD ONES.

(disclaimer: I don't really think going into get a tattoo was a BAD idea, but more-so that I saw red flags with the tattoo artist but I trusted him anyway. BAD IDEA.)

Here's to a healthy body AND MIND!...and too lots of tattoo fading (hopefully)...

12 November 2014

It's happening,

I can feel myself slipping.

I keep coming up with excuses in my head to eat bad. Eating healthy is losing it's newness and splendor. Plus it dumped snow here recently and I think it's bringing my mood down, which is dangerous when you are trying not to eat brownies and pasta.

I've also been telling myself I will find a way to work out that works for me. I could go walk out in the cold, but I don't have a winter jacket yet and it's freezing! I could go check out the free workout room at my apartment, but I'm too scared and I bet it's small and I bet everyone and their grandma will be trying to use it (especially now that it snowed). I could pay for a gym, but I don't have much money... (money is a whole other story)

I feel myself becoming too lax, giving up.

I'm sorry for the depressing journal entry. Mostly I'm just admitting this stuff to myself so that I can decide what to do with all of it.

11 November 2014

10 November 2014

I did my weigh-in last Friday but I don't think my weight caught up to how healthy I had been eating (healthier than usual anyway). I weighed myself today for funsies and the scale actually said ~215. Now, I don't know how accurate that is considering I have a stupid scale, but I am not taking my weight too seriously unless the scale starts going up again. I weighed myself a few times, zeroed my scale, and weighed again. It's about 215.

So yay! 215! Back to where I was before Halloween struck me down lol.

It probably helps that I went hunting this weekend. A lot of exercise! I'm not going to record what I ate, because it wasn't super healthy, but I watched my portion sizes and didn't eat as much as a normally do because we were so active all weekend.

*Reminder for self: Buy a tape measure this week - more accurate than stupid scale
Weigh-in: 215.0 lb lost so far: 0 lb still to go: 65.0 lb Diet followed reasonably well
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