My name is Candi, Im 22 years old and weigh almost 240 lbs. I use to weigh about 250, then lost 50, then gained 40. I am in a serious committed relationship and although my boyfriend tells me Im beautiful and sexy, when I look at myself I see something disgusting and completely opposite. I wanna look and feel like I use to. Im aware its gonna be tough and long, but the result in the long haul will be amazing.