ChrisSpark's Journal, 09 November 2014

Woop. I checked the scale three times, so I'm going with it. It's funny how I stay the same weight for days and then suddenly drop two pounds. It's kind of unsettling, because I get discouraged from eating well, then I see the drop and get relieved and motivated again. Such a roller-coaster. You'd think I would learn and have faith, but I don't have much faith in myself, I guess.
My birthday is tomorrow. I won't be celebrating, alone. I have things to do, but none of them involve my birthday. I have my TOPS meeting that was switched to Monday so we could do an aquafit class and I will go to that. I have to remember to record DWTS, since I look forward to it every week.
I did receive a nice birthday card from my mother who hasn't spoken to me in almost three years. She said I could write her now. How kind. I guess I have pretty mixed feelings about that and my whole f****d-up, dysfunctional family. You'd need a spreadsheet to keep track of who cares about who on any given day. Sheesh.
Pity party of one over here, lol.
Thanks for tuning in FS buddies. I don't think I could do it without you.

228.4 lb Lost so far: 26.6 lb.    Still to go: 83.4 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.

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1513 kcal

Fat: 68.18g | Prot: 82.76g | Carb: 149.26g.   Breakfast: Sweet Tree Organic Coconut Palm Sugar, Half and Half Cream, Homemade Morning Glory Muffin, Molasses. Lunch: Scrambled Egg (Whole, Cooked), McDonald's Ketchup Packet. Dinner: Good Grains Whole Flax Seed, Honey, Butter, Bob's Red Mill Organic Quinoa Flour, Egg, Tyson Foods Boneless Skinless Chicken Breasts. Snacks/Other: Tim Hortons (Canada) Coffee (Small) Double Double. more...

2524 kcal

Activities & Exercise: Resting - 16 hours, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...