Another horrible weekend under my belt. It was my TOM and my car broke down (again) so now I have to lose even more money on top of my roommate moving out. I ate pretzel M&Ms on Sunday. And basically had pizza all weekend. Like, I kid you not, I had more pizza this weekend than I have for the past 6 months. I partially blame staying at my parents house all weekend, due to no car, but also blame me just temporarily giving up. I just don't want to deal with a lot of this anymore. I don't want to deal with money issues, I don't want to deal with work, I don't want to deal with wedding. The more stress I feel, the less I want to workout and eat healthy. I know I should be focusing more on it, because its the one thing in my life that I can actually control and that's what really motivated me in the first place. I loved the fact that I could control what I ate, and what I did and I could see actual, physical results from it. At the beginning of last week I told myself June was going to be the month that I get back on track and really start going back to that mentality. Then this weekend happened. So once again, another do over. I know I really shouldn't be stressing so hard over everything, but sometimes its hard to control. Back to my green tea, I suppose!
Hope everyone has a good day!
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