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Dear Santa,
I have been naughty, oh so very very naughty. I am eating everything in sight. I am a carb monster. I am not following my plan and I know exactly what I am getting for Christmas - a bigger butt and tighter jeans.
Love,
Amanda
Not too proud of myself at this moment. I will get back on plan but I may wait until after Christmas. I am actually starting to get tired of this all out binge. I want to feel in control again. I don't like not feeling healthy. I hate feeling bloated, gassy, and just all out gross. I think after Christmas is over I will be in the mind set to get back with the program. Finals are this week. I am so nervous about algebra. I am so ready to not have to worry about due dates and papers and finals
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220.0 lb
Lost so far: 68.0 lb.
Still to go: 65.0 lb.
Diet followed poorly.
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gaining 7.6 lb a week
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Oh Amanda your are so cute. Try not worry about the eating right now.
As you said you won't have the stress after Christmas. Have as good a day
as you can. Bren
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Amanda, hate to say this but you are not alone. Quitting smoking and everything else has derailed me so badly. And the worse part is my scale isn't dead and I have no idea how badly I have done. I have been telling myself if the same thing about the holidays but to be honest, I think if I keep allowing myself yet another excuse, I will never get my ass moving again. Do what you need to. I just hope you dont get rerailed for good.
13 Dec 10 by member: kmartin
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Tell me about it Keli. OMG! I am so excited. Everyone please send prayers my way. I have a job interview tomorrow with Direct Energy. I work for a paper mill now but my job is temporary and could end at the end of this year. This will be for another type of plant... an electricity plant. This would be an amazing move for me and I already know the accounting system and would be pretty much doing what I am now but for more money and benefits and a permanent position. I am so excited. I really hope it goes well. Keli don't beat yourself up over it, but you are right we can't let our goal get too far out of site.
13 Dec 10 by member: amanda123
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Amanda I am praying for you! Good luck I am sure that you will get the job! As for the eating....I am going to tell you what you already know...the longer you put it off the harder it is to get restarted...just sayin'...I am having such a time just staying the course, that I know that if I get off track I probably own't be able to reign myself in. It isn't pleasant, but it is a fact of my life. :( Good luck with your finals and have a great week!
13 Dec 10 by member: ctlss
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Oh I so hope you get the job. You deserve it. You need to get away from
those people that have made you feel bad in the past. Praying you get it.
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AMANDA!!!! Long time no talk! I've let my appetite get the best of me too! But no more! Don't wait till Christmas.. START NOW! You have come WAY too far just to throw it away. COME ON GIRL! You are MY inspiration. If you don't do it, I won't either! Tehehe you better put that bread down and pick up the cheese.
14 Dec 10 by member: alexandra22
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I'm your inspiration? Sniff, sniff, I think I'm going to need a tissue. LOL! Thanks Alexandra. Well at the moment I am not the best of role models but I will get back on track soon!
14 Dec 10 by member: amanda123
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