amanda123's Journal, 17 August 2010

Good Morning! Wow, I really am shrinking! 65 Lbs! I have never lost this much weight in my life before! This morning I could really see the loss. Not only is my stomach smaller, but my rear end is much smaller too. It is such a great feeling to wake up and feel more attractive. I am so pleased with the way I look now and it's only going to get better! I know I will still have days where I feel like I am the ugliest, fattest woman on earth but this morning anyways - I feel good. :)

Changed my classes up some. I am taking College Algebra instead of Accounting because I found out I have to have 3 math classes! So I am taking Algebra, Comp II, and ??? I think I will take Intro to Teaching so I can see if I think I would like that field. I had to take an accounting test the other day and it made me think.... I don't like this. Do I really want to go to school and work so hard to do something I don't even like. I DO like HR but not accounting. I just want to be sure and consider other fields before committing myself to a Business degree. It seems like they are a dime a dozen these days and living in a small rural area there aren't many opportunities. As a teacher I wouldn't have to worry about job security but I don't know if I would even like it. I think I would.... but I'm not sure?
223.0 lb Lost so far: 65.0 lb.    Still to go: 68.0 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.
losing 1.8 lb a week

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Wow 65 lbs.!!! Incredible!!! Isn't it great to feel more attractive! I think it's a great idea to consider several fields to find out what is best for you. 
17 Aug 10 by member: Multiplicity1
With all your weight loss in such a short amount of time, did you just wake up and feel more attractive only today? Im sure you were attractive last night as well. lol. I am so happy for you. Cant wait to get there myself. 
17 Aug 10 by member: kmartin
Ha Ha Ha! Keli. No this weekend I was not attractive. Maybe cheating gave me that self image but all weekend I felt like a cow! It was a surprise to wake up and feel more attractive. lol! There are definately days where I feel cuter than others. lol! I just had an amazing idea! When I lose all this weight I am going to become an exotic dancer - it pays great and I don't have to go to college anymore! Ha Ha Ha!!!! Yeah right, People would pay NOT to see that!  
17 Aug 10 by member: amanda123
I have Visa, Master Card, um, how about Pay Pal? ~ tig 
17 Aug 10 by member: iamtig
Im in my office chuckling. Wonder what people are thinking about now. There was a Gentleman's club in CA. Outside they had a sign hundreds of beautiful girls and one ugly one. I heard people tell me she usually got the most tips and probably weighed 300lbs. Not referring her to you or anything, just funny. And hey, why not? Dancing is supposed to be great exercise. Pole dancing is really hot exercise classes in a lot of gyms out here. Maybe you can take it up and at least install a pole in the bedroom for dh.... 
17 Aug 10 by member: kmartin
Amanda, I know what you mean. I am just now beginning to see the new and improved me. It is amazing what my 30 lbs has done. I actually look in the mirror and say "Who is that?" I enjoy looking in the mirror now. My hubby is enjoying it too. 
17 Aug 10 by member: ALee1968
Holy Cow Tig. Im busting up now. 
17 Aug 10 by member: kmartin
Sorry... was that a little too forward? *evil grin. ~ tig 
17 Aug 10 by member: iamtig
Ha Ha Ha! Yall are so funny. I can't even regular dance. In fact I have only danced once in my entire life and that was prom night. It is so great to get some self confidence back though. Just the other day I was leaving work and I was looking at this girl in front of me. She was thin, but had no butt. I have a cute butt. I have a small waist.... in comparison to the rest of me anyways. My self esteem is much higher than it was a few months ago. I am learning to apreciate my pear shape..... well not really... I HATE my legs.... We don't have those classes here... that I know of anyways & if they did I would probably not be able to do it from laughing the whole time. :D 
17 Aug 10 by member: amanda123
Amanda, did you ever see the movie True Lies when Jamie Lee Curtis tries dancing against the bed posts and she falls? Yup, that's me. I used to dance when I was thin. My friends and I would go clubbing and dance on stage for hours and hours on end. Really great work outs. Guess it was a little after then that I began gaining. Can't keep rhythm when youre bigger. The fat wont keep up. But maybe we can just buy the videos. If anything, hubbys would find it entertaining. They do deserve a few laughs dont they? 
17 Aug 10 by member: kmartin
LOL @ Keli..I remember that scene! I would also just fall down...mostly from laughing at my DH's surpised look on his face that I would even be attempting something like that LOL 
17 Aug 10 by member: msamy034
Yes, that was a funny scene. That would be me for sure. I suppose he does deserve a good laugh... I may wait till I am thin first..... wouldn't want to break the post!!! Msamy my dh would be shocked if I tried something like that too. I must be getting old.  
17 Aug 10 by member: amanda123
Child.. .I am behind the times... all ya'lls talkin' frisky stuff and I gots to sleep alone.  
17 Aug 10 by member: FLOWERDUDE
*Sigh... ~ tig 
17 Aug 10 by member: iamtig
Sorry guys. Maybe you can look for a class in your area to join. Even it that's not your thing, you might be able to get "special" tutoring sessions. 
17 Aug 10 by member: kmartin
Wow!!! I really missed out!! I go down to fill the folks pill minders, again for the second time in less than a week, and you guys start having fun wtihout me!! :( 
17 Aug 10 by member: ctlss
Carmen Electra makes a great lapdance exercise video :) 
17 Aug 10 by member: RedHolly
OOOOOOh, a lap dance video!! That one sounds exremely interesting!!!  
17 Aug 10 by member: ctlss

     
 

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