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Can I just say I'm really excited about my progress... cuz I am!!! So far it hasn't been that difficult, the only hard part really is that my mom and sister eat like shit, so I came home last night to the smell of Round Table pizza, which is one of my favorites! It was so tempting but I resisted. I get a little annoyed too because my other roomie Michael seems to taunt me with "doesn't that look good"! I think its kind of a dick move, especially since he's dieting too! I think it will get a lot easier when I move on August 27th =) I know it will be so much easier when I live on my own again because I'm living by myself and I determine the food that's in the house so it isn't so tempting! I gained weight while living with my family... not to mention the stress of being on my own (well... with my ex really) has gotten to me, so it'll be nice to be on my own knowing I can do that. I'm so blessed my mom took me in for those few months, but it's time to move on!
In other news... I'm meeting Mike's family from Italy tomorrow!!! It's just cousins, but he's never met them so I'm happily surprised he wants me to go with him =) Slight dilemma though... with such a strict diet it's going to be hard to do what he wants. We're going to dinner in SF, then drinks, and breakfast in the morning. I figure I can eat a chicken salad with no dressing for dinner and tea in the morning for breakfast. I absolutely can't do the drinks so it's water for me... I'll feel like such a loser doing that though... especially since I'm not really telling people I'm on a diet cuz I don't wanna here it from them! Another dilemma I had was that I told my boyfriend that I was going on this super strict diet, then I found out a few days later he wants to stay in the city so I had to fess up what diet I was on because he'd see the injection in the morning. I figured he wouldn't be stoked on the idea because a lot of people aren't and he's pretty... what's the word... I dunno but he has really high morals and is critical of things that may not be safe or healthy (which is a good thing because he keeps me straight and I need that sometimes) but he took it well after I explained what it was. "I just want you to be ok, I don't want anything to happen to you, but I know you did your research so I'm ok with that"... good response I think =)
Ok I really need to stop writing so much! All I wanted to say is life is good =)
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