amanda123's Journal, 19 July 2010

Well I am up a pound over the weekend. I ate on plan but hadn't been to the grocery store lately so I had pizza's for lunch made with low carb tortilla shells. Saturday night I was not too good. I ate well all weekend but Saturday night I drank a whole pint of pink lemonade vodka. Needless to say I was drunk. I have never been drunk in my life and that night I definately was. I didnt get sick or throw up or anything which was good. I drank it straight and chased it with water and I drank the whole bottle in about 3 swigs in under 20 minutes. I didn't intend to get drunk..... It seemed like a small bottle, but for someone who gets really buzzed on 2 shots of tequila I should have known better. What was I trying to prove? I'm not sure.... that I can be fun too, & maybe I just needed a night of being irresposible for once? I don't know. I really don't regret it or anything - I just had a bad headache the next day and it wasn't the smartest thing for my diet. Drinking really isn't my thing so I probably won't even drink again till maybe new years eve. My weekend wasn't too stressful. I have an A in Biology - so far. Today - for sure - my dad will get his test results back at 1:30. He went Friday but his dr wasn't in and he made an appointment for today. I'm sure this pound I have gained is just water or somethign because I am back in ketosis so I'm sure it will be gone soon. I hope everyone had a great weekend.
236.0 lb Lost so far: 52.0 lb.    Still to go: 81.0 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.

Diet Calendar Entry for 19 July 2010:
1071 kcal Fat: 77.99g | Prot: 79.89g | Carb: 6.14g.   Breakfast: cheddar, heavy whipping cream, sweet n low, coffee. Lunch: sugar free drink mix, water, cheddar, vienna. Snacks/Other: water, sugar free drink mix, pickles, mayo, tuna. more...
gaining 1.8 lb a week

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Amanda, great job on the Biology! You are so studious. I know you have been completely stressed with everything going on. Most of us rely on things to comfort us when we are stressed, as you did the alcohol. We all need a time to let loose and forget about our problems. I wont say it was alright that you did that. You already know how badly this is going to affect your weight loss. And if you only gained 1 pound, enjoy. Please keep us updated w/ your dad.  
19 Jul 10 by member: kmartin
I know it will affect my losing and I am ok with that. I ordered some used jeans on e-bay in a size 20 and they came in the mail Saturday. The Levi's fit great and the Cato brand is a little too big. The Venezia's must run small because I can't wear them yet but I love that I can fit into a 20 now. If my weight loss journey is a little longer because I have a few pit stops along the way I am ok with that. I am settled into this woe now and I'm just so glad that I am learning to eat properly. Everything that goes into my mouth now is a conscious decision - even when it is something I know I shouldnt eat I at least weigh the decision and consider the outcome before diving in. I have been doing this woe now for 11 weeks and have only slipped up twice and both times I have gotten back on track immediately. Learning to not throw in the towel after I splurge has been a HUGE accomplishment for me. I will keep you updated about my dad if I can - I dont think he will tell us what the dr says. Biology is easier this time around because it seems like it is over more common sense stuff - the cardiovascular system, your lymphatic system etc. The last class was over mitosis and meosis and phagocytosis - YUCK! 
19 Jul 10 by member: amanda123
yeah, yuck..... I hated Biology. Thank goodness all of my pre reqs are done and over with.  
19 Jul 10 by member: kmartin

     
 

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