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I am really beginning to get frustrated. Its mostly because I've been so exhaustedly tired, and its unexplainable, that I feel like doing nothing with myself. I didnt understand how I was 181, was 182, though OMG I'm going back up, busted my butt and was 183.....but then again, thats still not that big of a deal to me. What is though, I cant find the "strength" to get out of bed (off the couch whatever) and workout. Its gotten so bad that I realized the other day I hadnt showered in 2 days. Depression? And why? i have no clue? I dont know if thats what it truly is but whatever it is, sucks. I got up and took the kiddo to school, laid back down while the little one kept saying "mom" to me and lifting my head off the couch...he wanted me up. I finally got off the couch and made his lunch (husband made him breakfast) at about 11:45 and then I went and got in the shower after he laid down for a nap about 12:30. As soon as I got out, I laid back down on the couch and slept again until he worked out. Maybe this is why my weight is not making a spectacular breakthrough..i'm lazy!? Hopefully more improvement in the next few weeks. I've been craving sugar...I really really want something sweet....otherwise, I am repulsed by food. Thats weird too. I've been eating fruit today, I guess thats the best I can do.
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181.0 lb
Lost so far: 29.0 lb.
Still to go: 31.0 lb.
Diet followed 100%.
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losing 4.9 lb a week
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