Jewels... I've been there girl. No one ever said this would be easy and let me tell you, I've been mad enough to spit nails at times! Especially when you feel like it's hopeless, but it's not. I can't explain why our bodies fight us on losing at times, but it does. I know that when I am too stressed though, it makes matters worse. Hon.. I honestly KNOW how you feel. I've had such a hard time in the almost year that I've been on FS and yes, I have given up a few times. In February, I stayed away from here as much as possible b/c of that very reason but this too shall pass. You just have to refocus and not let the weight control you, get back in the driver's seat where you belong. Even if it's a slow go... YOU are in charge. Don't let your weight "push you around"... let the scales know who's the boss here. Like I said, even it's baby steps... you'll get there. Take a deep breath and put that baby into drive b/c YOU are stronger and smarter than the scale. Don't give up, sooner or later your body will have no choice but to listen up and start dropping those pounds back off. I'm not making light of the situation b/c it really sucks at times. I totally understand you and remember, you're not alone... we all have those times, read a few journals... I can name off a few right now that is having a little trouble. Don't let this minor set back keep you from seeing the big picture here. I'm sending you a big hug and lots of luck!! Cheer up, you're still beautiful!!