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Ok ok, before you look at my massive weight gain let me explain! I have not been eating that crappy, I ate bad on Wednesday and Thursday, but not bad enough to constitute a 6 pound weight gain. I had surgery on Thursday... many of you that read my entries know that. I got my boobs done so I know that at least 3 pounds of that weight is a pair of inatimate objects, lol. I would constitute 2 more pounds from the IV water gain and the rest is my bad for eating crappy. I did start phase 1 again on Friday and have lost a pound since, I plan on continuing on phase 1 until the 11th, then I'm going on the master cleanse one more time... I just wanted the ok from my doctor and some time to recoup.
I am doing ok since the surgery, I'm a big baby when it comes to pain so let me tell you, it has NOT been fun healing. I feel like I got rammed in the chest by a bull and my sides are armpits are super sore. I'm happy to report that the results look awesome though! They're a little high at the momment which was to be expected, but once they fall into place I know they will look perfect, my doctor did an AMAZING job, I'm very very happy with them! =) I just hope the pain goes away soon, but thankfully my mommy flew out to take care of me... she's been awesome!
I'll be honest though guys, I'm really discouraged about my weight. I honestly don't feel that I'm eating bad for South Beach, but my weight gain is really upsetting to me. I know my scale was off, but going from seeing 124 on the scale to 146... talk about a blow! Granted I did gain a few pounds, but wow do I feel like a failure! I'm gonna try not to be too discouraged and just hop right back in... which is what I did starting yesterday... I just hope that it works. I really want to get this weight off, I'm determined and I think my new assets (haha) will help motivate me to finish what I started. Ok so here we go again, wish me luck all!!!
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145.6 lb
Lost so far: 21.4 lb.
Still to go: 15.6 lb.
Diet followed reasonably well.
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losing 4.2 lb a week
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