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my health is now back to normal and although i haven't put on too much weight, i don't feel i want to record my current details. i've pretty much gone back to eating normally and am quite worried about starting all over again. for weeks now i've been reading about other peoples battles (on then off then on again) and thought "that won't happen to me, i'm stronger than that, i can do it" but then i realised......it's been happening to me all my life which is why i feel so desperate now. i have to stop thinking too much and get on with my life.....i've wasted too much time and energy worrying about what i look like but all the people around me, love me for who i am so why am i beating myself up. this has to stop!
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