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2024 has chosen violence. My life is so stressful at this point I'm not sure I know how to function anymore. I thought I was going to hit the year hard and make some lasting changes and finally do it this year. Now I'm just wondering if I will make it to the end in one piece.
I wanted to start my own business this year on the side of what I do now as a safety net/way to make a little extra money. I have a possible job but my business license is on delayed. Then regular 9-5 work imploded. They made me reduce by dept by 1. I had a contractor who worked for me 6 months literally ghost me. She sent an email at 8:45 pm saying her last day would be Friday but she left her laptop on her desk and we haven't seen or heard from her since. I'm now 2 down in a year when the expectations are unhinged. So I'm working non-stop.. On top of dealing with special projects lead by male jerkfaces. They literally don't listen and have a hidden agenda. I get stressed just knowing I have meetings coming up with them. I stood my ground and told them to stop and they came back and said no. Ugh!!
I wanted to lose weight and start walking every day on my new walking desk. I now have a new boss who tells me she wants me in the office but then she tells the rest of the team they don't have to. Does she not realize the people up front can't keep a secret to save their lives? At least she's in another state so she doesn't actually see what my team does. Hopefully she leaves us alone and lets us do our things like our previous director. In the meantime I have to make a presentation to explain to her what we do. On top of recruiting for a new person, working for 3 people, and not trying to murder the jerk faces. Ugh!!
If that wasn't enough the youngest #3 has decided he is being bullied. Honestly he probably is to a certain point. He's the baby so he likes to tell people what to do and when they don't listen to him he gets upset. Then kids don't want to play with him or are mean to him. The issue is he claims one of his bullies is his teacher who my other kids have had and loved is bullying him. She expects him to keep his head off his desk and wants him to participate in class. Gasp.. The audacity. He has difficulty learning so we have his meeting plan for next year in place which now will also include a plan for this. I'm the mindset of life is hard, rub some dirt in it, some people are jerk faces, deal. #3 is sensitive. At this rate the teachers are starting to look at me like I'm not getting it. No I do.. kids a jerks. Sometimes my kids are jerks. Heck his brother could be accused of bullying him and vice versa. Yes bulling is wrong. I have no clue how to help this kid. Ugh!
I will not do motor boat faces in pie. I will not do motor boat faces in cake. It's fine. Everything is fine.
Diet Calendar Entry for 26 February 2024:
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787 kcal
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Fat: 9.05g | Prot: 34.78g | Carb: 97.09g.
Breakfast: Dunkin' Donuts Extra Extra Creamer, Coffee, Core Power High Protein Milk Shake Chocolate. Lunch: Twisted Tea Half & Half Hard Iced Tea, Campbell's Chunky Beef Soup. more...
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