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The lovely sunny weather of last week is hiding behind the clouds and its dreich and misty today. Diet is going very well and I am choosing healthy options automatically. My head however is a different matter. I think I must have used my weight to hide behind. People treat you differently when you are overweight and you become invisible to an extent. This has made me quite lazy. Nobody is going to ask my opinion so I don't have to think about things. I don't know how to cope with the change now. Before, I could have my own thoughts and believe what I wanted and nobody thought to ask me anything. I can't seem to work out how I want to be (except thin) I don't seem to have a style or a persona. I bought what clothes I could get that fitted me and so long as I was clean, neat and tidy I didn't bother much. Now I have so much more choice I have no idea what I want to look like or be or what suits me. No doubt I shall work it all out in the end.
Diet Calendar Entry for 22 September 2008:
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1346 kcal
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Fat: 78.01g | Prot: 84.98g | Carb: 88.09g.
Breakfast: Greek 0% yogourt. Lunch: Light Butter (Stick with Salt) , wholemeal bread, cheese, low fat salad dressing, tomato, lettuce, cucumber, apple. Dinner: Venison/Deer, Stewed , peas, cauliflower. Snacks/Other: brazil nuts, banana. more...
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