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Fun, introspective part of journal
Alright, I'm kicking the cranky. Should I give up soda, cigarettes, and being cranky for Lent? LOL I have to laugh because on my facebook profile where you can write a little blurb about yourself under your picture, I wrote, "I am usually very cranky." I'm trying to remedy that. I think maybe my cranky was a defense mechanism because I didn't like myself.
Segueway: My mom told this morning that she can see a difference in my physically. She told me she wasn't worried about my appearance, but about my health. I always tried to act like it didn't bother me. I was always the girl who made fun of my friends who were on a neverendnig stream of diets. Made fun of is the wrong terminology, but I can't think of anything better to use at this moment. I wasn't happen though, I tried telling myself I was, but I wasn't. So, to hear my mom say that I was looking better, felt good. My dad, also said that I didn't look what I weigh now. He tries to be supportive, but he always messes it up, by following his compliment about my weight with "you better keep it up." He's not being a jerk, just himself, so I laugh it off.
Yoga last night was insane, there were about 50 people there, it has NEVER been that crowded. I ruled at chair pose, so that made me happy, and I also had my chest against my legs in a front fold which made me feel good. For not going for so long, being able to get back into the swing of things felt good. But I was up this morning, which stinks, I don't understand how I could have gained .6lbs when I took an intense yoga class the night before. Beets, any advice?
Serious part of journal
Well, I was able to FINALLY get an appointment and get the ball rolling on Charity Care. Of course the appointment isn't until March 12th, so I'll have more time to think it over and dwell on it and have it drive me crazy. I have to go and get an ultrasound. I had my appointment at Planned Parenthood on Saturday and they found a lump. I think that's why I haven't 100% been myself. And with my employer not offering insurance I have so much more to worry about. But everything seems to be falling into place with being able to get the services done that I need. Soon, all I'll have to worry about is the results.
End Serious part of journal
So now this weekend, my friends and I are throwing our 5th Annual Jell-O Shot Party. I may even have a new picture up by the end of the weekend, depending on how silly I look! Hope everyone has a wonderful weekend and a special shout out to Laura! Enjoy your birthday weekend!
My 5.
5. Loving yoga and feeling wonderful after
4. Relaxing on the couch with Joe after a long day
3. Jell-O Shot MAKING party tonight
2. Falling asleep reading a good book
1. Party this weekend!!
Diet Calendar Entry for 19 February 2010:
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20 kcal
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Fat: 0.00g | Prot: 0.00g | Carb: 2.00g.
Breakfast: Dunkin Donuts French Vanilla Coffee. more...
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