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I weigh twice a week and record once a week. I got on the scale this morning and I finally reached 30 lbs lost. I suppose I should be happier, but all I can think of is how much more I need to lose. I am still a big girl at 254 pounds 5' 5". I just can't believe I let myself get so fat. Anyways, I am proud of myself for sticking with it and I will continue to lose, I hope. I have this intense fear that the weight loss will stop and there will be nothing I can do about it. I think that fear stems from all the times in the past I would lose 20-40 pounds then boom, I would stop losing then give up and gain it all back. I have to say the fear of failing at weight loss is my biggest fear in life. I need a return to health and to set this example for my children and for myself.
Diet Calendar Entry for 01 June 2019:
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1883 kcal
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Fat: 112.51g | Prot: 65.81g | Carb: 191.09g.
Breakfast: Nature's Own All Natural 100% Whole Wheat Bread, Peanut Butter, Dole Frozen Strawberries, Atkins Chocolate Protein Powder, 2% Fat Milk. Lunch: Raising Cane's Texas Toast, Raising Cane's Coleslaw, Raising Cane's Cane's Sauce, Raising Cane's Chicken Fingers. Dinner: Butter, Oil Popped White Popcorn, Nature's Own All Natural 100% Whole Wheat Bread. Snacks/Other: Nabisco Premium Saltine Crackers Original, Mrs. Butterworth's Sugar Free Syrup, Butter, Pillsbury Frozen Homestyle Waffles. more...
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