cherryblossommj's Journal, 02 May 2008

I feel fat and miserable. I haven't been online or steady on a diet, but I have been eating well and still no weight loss. I have seen a picture of a friend who has always been chubby and it was one of those thoughts that at least she is bigger than I am. Well not anymore! WW worked very well for her. I'm debating WW, but it's just so expensive. I guess I'll go back to the SBD, but with my husband's gripes it's tough. I've been trying to get pregnant for a couple months now, and other than going seven months without a period, and a negative test each month, nothing is working. I'm having various blood tests done, so maybe something will figure out. We've moved, and have a house now. So I need to figure out the different things I can do to get myself to exercise. I'm just so depressed, I just don't want to move, much less kick myself into action. I'm in a new town and know no one. So it's hard. Very hard and I just want to curl up and sleep or read. BTW if anyone is interested, I do keep a blog of book reviews and sometimes quilt pictures.

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2108 kcal

Fat: 100.91g | Prot: 97.62g | Carb: 222.69g.   Breakfast:  strawberry nutrigrain bar. Lunch: tartar sauce, Sides Plus Roaste Garlic, Olive Oil, & Broccoli Rotini, Garlic & Herb Crunchy Breaded Fish Fillets, water. Dinner: tomato, lettuce, tomatoe, turkey, Roast Beef Sandwich, Light Garden Spinach Flatout Wrap. Snacks/Other: chocolate chips, Nutella Hazelnut Spread. more...

2336 kcal

Activities & Exercise: Jumping Rope - 20 minutes, Stretching (yoga) - 15 minutes, Resting - 15 hours and 25 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...