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Went to see a divorce atty last night, felt pretty good about the meeting. I just want to get it over with so I can get on with my life. But it is hard, we were married for 12 years. I am trying to be strong, but it's hard to think of starting over, AGAIN!
This will be my second divorce, and its scary to be alone again after all these years.
I am determined to loose this weight, and keep it off this time. My marriage was full of bad habbits, fast food and junk food. This time I will stay true to what is healthy and good for me.
The biggest issue right now for me is the need to drink. Its my coping device right now. And of course alchohol is high in calories. But right now I just really need it. But hopefully with time that too will get better. Trying to keep the calories under 1500. Doing ok right now, even with the drinking keeping it there. Now I just need to get the exersize going. I just have to keep telling myself everyday.. You can do it!! You are worth it!
Diet Calendar Entry for 23 October 2012:
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1232 kcal
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Fat: 22.62g | Prot: 70.50g | Carb: 125.91g.
Breakfast: Special K Cereal Bars - Strawberry, SPLENDA , COFFEE MATE ORIGINAL, Granulated Sugar, COFFEE. Lunch: Cafe Steamers General Tso's Spicy Chicken. Dinner: Swiss Cheese, Salsalito Roasted Breast of Turkey, Champagne, Hard Lemonade. more...
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