kickingcarbs's Journal, 14 May 2018

I AM ENGAGED!!!! I never thought I would ever get to the point in my life where no matter what size I was I felt beautiful. But even at my current weight I have never been happier. For the first time I’m going to continue my weight loss journey not because I want to find a man or look better for another person but because I’m happy finally happy and loosing weight is just another form of my happiness. What an amazing feeling. I never truly believed in love before and was told so many times no man would ever love me due to my size and I believed it. Even from my mother and other people but I found it. I found the reason I was created and the reason everything in my life has happened it was for this amazing man I can not wait to call my husband.