tbruns

47 years old and struggled with weight my entire life! Looking back on photos when I was younger--I'm not sure why weight became such an issue. I wasn't a stick, but I think I looked healthy. Now, I am obsessed with food--eating it or not eating it. My highest weight was just over 200 lbs. after my daughter was born (she is a beautiful 9 year old). I decided to quit smoking and didn't want to gain more weight, so I joined WW...lost 40 lbs. and felt good about myself. The weight slowly creeped back on over the next couple of years, and when I reached 175 I joined WW again. Meds & thyroid issues helped me drop 20 lbs. quickly, but when the dr. took me off the meds I gained it right back. I have come to realize that I turn to food for comfort instead of God, but I can't figure out the reason why. I am a compulsive eater, especially when no one is looking. Food is my addiction that I can't turn off. I know that my body is the temple of the Holy Spirit, and I so want to honor God with my choices. Prayers are appreciated!