Okay so I am not big into the online stuff or really posting much about me but figured the world is going that way so might as well start sometime.
So about me. Well I am almost 30 and life hasn't exactly been easy lol but also could have been a lot worse. I have had health issues since I can remember. Some things that I have to deal with are fibromyalgia, chronic fatigue syndrome, IBS, hormones out of wack, stress/anxiety/depression, etc. I got myself into an eating disorder where I would do a bit of all of them and it got to the point about 18 months ago that I was scared I was going to have a heart attack in my sleep. I threw my body into menopause, my hair was falling out, etc. I decided that if I didn't stop I was going to prob die. I was 127lbs and for my body that wasn't healthy. I am now 160lbs (not exactly happy about it) but I know that I am healthier. Its a constant struggle every day and being on here was hard for awhile. I used to attempt to stay around 1500 calories a day which is ridiculous especially for how much I worked out. I messed up metabolism pretty bad. I would work out prob 2 hours a day most days and never took a rest day. I have come along way since then and am still learning and struggling.
Well that's enough about me for now. I have noticed just skimming a bit on here lately that a lot of people are going about weight loss the wrong way. If anyone happens to actually read all this and has gone through some of what I have or is going through it I don't mind listening or giving advice. I have done a lot of research and have also helped myself recover without doctors or clinics as I am a very stubborn independent person. If someone is reading this also and is dealing with an eating disorder. Remember you are beautiful the way you are :) Its society that's wrong