I am a 37 year old mother of 2 (boy 21, Girl 10). I am an emotional eater. I eat when I am mad, sad, happy, BOARD. I am so tired of being heavy. This past year I hit my heaviest weight ever... 195!!! 2011 is it I have to find the me that I know I can be under here. Right now I do not want to do anything or go any where because my clothes do not fit or I can never find anything that makes me look good. I am done. My breathing is getting harder and my toes are num and I am always sleepy. Not good. So I hope this website and it's friendly community can help me reach my goal.