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regulargal
regulargal
Joined November 2010
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Weight History
Start Weight
300.0 lb
Lost so far:
4.0 lb
Current Weight
304.0 lb
Performance:
gaining 2.5 lb a week
Goal Weight
165.0 lb
Still to go:
139.0 lb
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i miss bulemia.....
I have been looking at their sights all day but none of them are near where I live
posted
23 Jan 2011, 16:53
i miss bulemia.....
sick and stupid i know. Totally messed up. I have been able to stop purging but not the binging. I feel I grew to a certain maturity and was able to stop the desire to purge. So how to stop the binging? It just keeps growing and growing. With every step I take to stop eating so much it seems my body doubles its desire to eat... everything and then more. Now no longer able to justify purging I am gaining weight at an alarming rate.
posted
23 Jan 2011, 16:38
recovered from eating disorder and now the scales tipped too far
Hey girl totally feel your pain! Similar story myself and now I am sitting at 300lbs. 21 was when i started gaining and the losing became harder and harder. I guess once your body goes through starvation it tries to protect itself by storing any time it sense calorie deprivation so for that it is super important to not only keep calories up above a certain point but to stay consistent. It can take the body months to relearn a weight point. Best advice: Stop focusing on a scale and give yourself a goal of inches and/or physical feat i.e. learn to rock climb, run a race, or do a pull up (some of my own but you can take one or all!) ADD ME! we can help keep each other accountable when the "evil" thoughts come lol "
posted
21 Dec 2010, 08:43
accountability partner anyone?
Thanks for the support! The mind seems to be the hardest thing to overcome in all this. I swear i could be a hostage negotiator if it was talking myself into eating something bad for weight loss but tasty. I seem hell bent on sabotaging every attempt at making the right choice.
posted
21 Dec 2010, 08:33
accountability partner anyone?
Hi all!!! So here I am once again. I struggled with anorexia and bulimia before I started reading all the diet mags and studied nutrition, anatomy and physiology, trained with body builders and was a decent athlete back in the day. Now here I am nearing 30 and a whopping 300lbs. I have since given up the starving and purging but I won't lie there are days I wish I could convince myself to go back. Exercise is excruciating and my attention span is zero when it comes to outside or the gym. I have sunk at least a $1000 in diet plans just within the last year and not a single one have I stuck to. I know exactly what I have to do and what I should eat. But I will not stick to it.... Its like there is a little gremlin in my head that literally is putting out a freezing agent to my body when it comes to resisting overeating or working out. blaaaaaaaaaaaaah over dramatic is a trait of mine if you can't tell but still. Would anyone like to become accountability partners? If one brings ones insecurity's and hidden cravings to light then one can fight them easier and with help.
posted
20 Dec 2010, 09:13
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