Well, what to say wheelchair now, before running the baby in morning sort of took care of fat, now that's out, self pity and meds so added girth to my frame.
Now looking to be less of a loser and more of a delight to have around, amd that can only be if at a real wight as now like it or not I need people to help me, sad that before always did it all myself, now to get on a table I need aid, but don't want the "look" I myself use to do it the ok get ready we got a load to lift here, the why me as you get ready to strain yourself. I just never thought I would be the one getting the look.
I am aiming for the "here let me help" look as without hesitating the person moves while saying it, to lift me. not much just a little thing but will be the world to me.
Not really finding a exercise I can do, but what version of a real one I can work out I am doing just really can't log it here as it is not a whole workout without use of lags and an arm with lung damage well I am an insult to the workout.
But will keep at it. the lard is coming off slow but it is. Not doing the pound thing I like stone of weight. 4 to go, it's nice to think one sack of potatoes will be off me soon. little more and then a little more...
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