|Start Weight:||(01 Jan 13) 230.0 lb|
|Current Weight:||(04 Oct 16) 235.0 lb|
|Goal Weight:||160.0 lb|
following: jana58's own diet
performance: gaining 1.4 lb a week
I'm a 53 year old overweight woman. Divorced mom of 4 boys. Grandmother of 5. I live in North Dakota. I wasn't overwieght when I was young or even first married. Never could gain weight. Now I feel that if I even inhale the smell of good food I gain 5 pounds. I really don't like myself and how unhealthy I've become. I still haven't figured out why I keep sabotaging any attemps to lose weight. I sometimes feel if people don't like me now why would I want or need them to like me thinner. I'm very stressed out right now after recents events where I live. People I love and care about need me and my help more, than I need to focus on myself.Soon I will try obtaining my goal for a healthier me!