|Start Weight:||(22 Sep 12) 324.0 lb|
|Current Weight:||(22 Sep 12) 324.0 lb|
|Goal Weight:||200.0 lb|
following: grace343's own diet
performance: losing 0.1 lb a week
I am a 29 year old Caucasian female who has been told she is fat since 5 years old. I was adopted as a small child and my foster mother told my mother that I have to be watched because I am the fat one. I went through times in my childhood in which we had no food which some professional say is why I am obese. I constantly am thinking of food... when will I eat the next meal, what will I have, etc. In fact when out with friends I find it automatic to share a meal with them even if I am not hungry. All my friends are fat but I really do not like to date fat men. In fact I have never dated a fat man but I find that Caucasian men who are not fat do not like me. I will be 30 in three months. I want to lose 60 pounds before my birthday. Its radical and difficult to do but I must do it! If I see a small change now I will be motivated to do it until all is lost.
Additionally my father refuses to see me because I am fat. I am told I am not welcomed at home because I am fat. I love and miss him so much. He is aging and Im scared I wont be able to see him again. I need to see my father again.