|Start Weight:||(21 Jan 08) 223.0 lb|
|Current Weight:||(10 Mar 09) 188.0 lb|
|Goal Weight:||170.0 lb|
following: godsgrayce's own diet
performance: losing 0.5 lb a week
I am trying something new here. Oh, I've looked for a man, done shopping, paid bills and watched YouTube all on my computer, but haven't lost weight. Kind of exciting!
I just turned 37 and have a daughter who is going to graduate from high school in May. It's just been her and I for awhile now - 4 years - and I am feeling a sense of dread right now. I want so much for her to go wherever and do whatever her life has for her, but selfishly, I am dieing inside. Blah! It's going to be hard.
I have lost and gained the same 25 pounds again and again. I now have it again and need to lose that plus about 25 more. It's frustrating. I have felt crazy, disdain for myself, and even try and make myself not care. I don't want to feel hopelessnes, but sometimes I do. My weight is something that I think about all the time!! I hate it!!
I am pretty involved in my church. I was a youth group leader for 7 years, and this is the first year I have taken off. Seriously, have you ever been around high school/junior high kids?? I NEEDED a break!! haha Nah, I really love those kids, they are amazing. I love to laugh and man, we laughed a lot at youth group. We did some pretty hilarious stuff.
Anyway, that's me in a nutshell. Oh, I live in Montana. I love it here.