I had an Empiphany!!! or should I say, I think Im starting to see what everyone sees, that I didnt Like it!!! I was talkin to a friends, sayin that I look like someones mom in the pic u see above. Her responds: "You always do!!!" That hurt me... so Guess its time to look how I feel...So I guess this is why I wanted a Change... but Honestly, I think I use the weight as a shield from gettin hurt... Im so ready to break down this wall and start building a fence (then their is always an entrence... lol)
Well here's my Current, well soon to be history status: Im 25yr old female, 230 lbs (i think its 220, honestly) but anywho... I was orginally 168lbs (size 12/14) I gained this weight my 1st semester of colloge, like 7yrs ago... but Now Im sick of the weight... NO health problems... but I would like to enjoy the rest of my 20's smaller than ever before... So Now, Im ready for a change...
Never had bad eating habits, I just dont eat enough... so this is helping me see that...
I'll update this again next month... Hope, I'll see Great Results...
Im so Hype!!!
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