I had been taking care of my mother who passed and not taking care of myself. I finally got to a point where I have the willingness to do something about it today. I have been praying for willingness for a while now. Finally today I walked for about 30 minutes and everyday I need to do something to get me moving. Hopefully I get the job tomorro, someone rents the house in NC and I start making money again and get my shit together. I am posting this because I need to out myself and become accountable and get support. I can't do it alone.