XPrettyXFaceX

Start Weight:(28 Nov 11) 326.0 lb
Current Weight:(25 Jun 12) 289.0 lb
Goal Weight:200.0 lb
following: XPrettyXFaceX's own diet
performance: losing 8.8 lb a week

"You have such a pretty face!"

Ever get tired of hearing something that's supposed to be meant as a compliment?

I do.

To me, those words mean, the only thing we think worthy of commenting positively on is your face.

That's why I'm here. I no longer feel comfortable inside of my own skin. I have pulled the fat suit over my head and hidden myself away inside of it.

Time to put it away. I need to feel alive again.

January 9, 2012: I am newly motivated once again. My marriage of 4 years is ending. I will be moving out of the home that my husband and I JUST bought 6 weeks ago as soon as I can. It's a new start for a new life. I will be leaving behind my 7 year old stepson, though I do plan to continue a very close relationship with him. This is such a huge move for me. I am scared. I am nervous. I am anxious about what life will hold, but I have found a courage inside of me that has been buried for a long time. Here I go. Try to stop me.

Starting over XXXX(8/22/11)XXXX December 19, 2011
By 12/31/11 Goal One: Under 310 pounds (broken 12/29/11:recorded 1/5/12)
By 1/31/12 Goal Two: Under 300 pounds (broken 1/23/12)
By 2/28/12 Goal Three: Under 294: Total loss 10% of start weight (32.6 pounds) -- (recorded 3/2/12 -- 293)
By 3/31/12 Goal Four: Under 280 pounds
By 4/30/12 Goal Five: Under 261 pounds: Total loss 20% of start weight (65.2 pounds)
By 5/31/12 Goal Six: Under 250 pounds
By 6/30/12 Goal Seven: Under 240
By 7/31/12 Goal Eight: Under 229 pounds: Total loss 30% of start weight (97.8 pounds)
By 8/30/12 Goal Nine: Under 215 pounds
By 9/31/12 Ultimate Goal: Under 200 pounds

Once I hit my first major goal, I will re-calculate and see where I am at that point! I can re-assess my goals then.

FatSecret member since: 01 Feb 11

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XPrettyXFaceX's Latest Member Challenges

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  6"oclock BLAST OFF!!!!
status: Completed
ended: 05 Jan 12
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  The realist weightloss challenge
status: Completed
ended: 12 Mar 12
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XPrettyXFaceX's Buddies

Naiomy
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britt-a-knee
on diet Atkins
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mikefarinha
last weighin: losing 0.9 lb a week Down
 
Lizzygracemusic
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XPrettyXFaceX's Cookbook

cals: 54kcal | fat: 2.38g | carbs: 7.94g | prot: 1.58g
Chinese Style Green Beans in Garlic Sauce
A simple and tasty re-creation of a favorite Chinese restaurant side dish with fresh green beans and oyster, garlic and soy sauce.
cals: 342kcal | fat: 16.26g | carbs: 17.63g | prot: 32.18g
Spicy Greek Stuffed Chicken Breast
Scrumptious chicken breast stuffed with light feta cheese, spiced red peppers and black olives with a light crispy coating.
cals: 83kcal | fat: 4.08g | carbs: 4.94g | prot: 6.55g
Traditional Egg Drop Soup
A low calorie, low fat and low carb delicious soup.
cals: 153kcal | fat: 1.12g | carbs: 41.16g | prot: 9.38g
Crunchy Onion Rings
Healthy, delicious onion rings.
cals: 108kcal | fat: 5.91g | carbs: 10.87g | prot: 5.32g
Mushroom Soup II
A very light delicious mushroom soup for Fall that's plenty filling without a ton of calories.
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XPrettyXFaceX's Latest Posts

Fatorexia: I'm not that fat...
I knew I was putting on weight, but I kept telling myself that it wasn't that bad. Then my husband lovingly took a picture of me on his cell phone and sent it to me with the message "I Love You." I was mortified because even though he did it with total love in his heart, I got to really see what I looked like. Then I was at one of my best friend's houses and her husband was setting up a new security camera a couple days later, and I got to see myself on video there. Again, the humiliation washed over me as I realized exactly how big I'd allowed myself to get once again. I decided to weigh myself the next day and discovered I was only 14 pounds away from my heaviest weight ever.

I hate that I couldn't see myself before. I asked my husband why he didn't tell me I was gaining so much weight again, and he told me what he always tells me.. "I love you no matter what size you are. It doesn't matter to me, so I guess I don't really notice it like you do."

I'm 7 pounds down, and heading in the right direction. It will be a struggle, but I'll be back to a happier place.
posted 10 May 2011, 08:04
Vitamin Suggestions
Thanks for the recommendations! I appreciate it!
posted 07 Feb 2011, 10:15
Vitamin Suggestions
I do not currently take a vitamin daily, but I would like to start. Which vitamin(s) would you suggest?
posted 06 Feb 2011, 17:39
what did you control yourself from eating today that was sooo bad for you???
I said no to Burger King yesterday. I was pretty proud of myself for that one!
posted 03 Feb 2011, 10:08
Losing Weight While Chugging Water
It's definitely a help to get the proper amounts of water each day!

I'm not a stranger to weightloss. In fact, 3 years ago, I dropped over 100 pounds of weight. My highest recorded weight was 340 pounds though I suspect it had crept up 10 pounds more or so. My lowest adult weight was later that same year at 235 pounds. It took a lot of hard work.

Unfortunately, my food addiction got the best of me. The past 18 months have been terribly emotional for me, and I gained a lot of weight back. I'm still 25 pounds short of my highest weight, so I guess I can hold on to that as a positive.

My first mini-goal is to be under 300 pounds again. I'm looking forward to having that happen by the end of February.

Then I'd like to see under 280 again which hasn't happened in over a year.

Then I'll play it by ear.. seeing how well I progress with time.

By the summer, I'd really like to be under 260 again. I know it's a good bit of weight, but it's also a good bit of time if you think about it. 60 pounds to lose in about 5 months. I think it can be done. It will just take a lot of hard work on my part.

I'm ready for it though!

And if I don't reach that goal, I don't.

I can be realistic about it!
posted 02 Feb 2011, 08:09
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21 June 2012

Ugh... Totm. Oh well. A loss is a loss!!
on diet XPrettyXFaceX's own diet  losing 1.0 lb a week

10 June 2012

Where can I start? Well, head first, right? I moved out 8 days ago. Things weren't getting any better. My husband has a boatload of issues he needs to ...
on diet XPrettyXFaceX's own diet  losing 0.9 lb a week

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