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30 August 2014

1 - If I eat any more vegetables I might throw up

2 - I need to find a job

3 - I need to get off this site so I can do other stuff

4 - I was walking this morning and I felt like my brain was shaking in the back of my head. I was so dizzy, I did everything I could just to get back to the house. I've also been experiencing blackouts and serious forgetfulness.

My head and my bloodwork is an issue, and so is the job. So I have chronic headaches, migraines, I've had meningitis, and I was supposed to follow up with a neurologist years ago. It seems like I have chronic stress symptoms. So my Dr. mentioning this clinic in the city to me along with my labwork that was off brought it to my attention in a real way. So I totally trust this Dr. but it sounds a little gimmicky to me. I will see.

The job thing is daunting. Maybe I've been comparing myself to my husband who has a very real job, with a very tangible set of skills. I did not worry that he wouldn't find something. But I on the other hand, don't know how to get back into the job market, or what I want to do, or how after paying for child care and taxes, this imaginary job is going to leave any income.

I did an elaborate test once. It showed that I excel in entrepeneurial skills, surprisingly my math is good, and I'm leaning towards a social tendancy to help other people. I used to work in the fashion industry as a technical designer. Where does that leave me? Looking for a seasonal sales job?

I'm going to work on my resume while baby is sleeping.

29 August 2014

Weigh-in: 155.4 lb lost so far: 56.6 lb still to go: 20.4 lb Diet followed reasonably well
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28 August 2014

Been a crazy day today; so as I was explaining to my Dr. how I've been feeling the past few weeks, my anxiety, stress, and nerves being on edge ++++ she got a copy of my labs and well, something is not quite right. This is my regular Dr. and she is practices holistic and eastern medicine as well as being an MD and I have an appt with the endocrinologist next Thursday. Not soon enough. I feel my brain breaking down. Forget the bod pod which my trainer also mentioned this morning. She suggested brain imaging and more in depth blood work...... It seems my cortisol levels are low. Almost non-existent. But my blood work has not improved 54 pounds worth! strange!

2 big kids and DH going away on weekend camping trip leaving me all alone. Good news is I turn down the AC to arctic temperatures when they are gone. I'll have to be more moderate because of the little man. He's staying with me . . . .

It's pretty late and I still have a lot of work to do, so till later my friends.

27 August 2014

Weigh-in: 156.4 lb lost so far: 55.6 lb still to go: 21.4 lb Diet followed reasonably well

26 August 2014

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