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15 March 2017

So, greedy bastard that I am, I dropped off the wagon, tumbled along the road for a few seconds and slid into a ditch where I lay, disorientated and semi-comatose, shoving pies and cakes into my gob with mucho gusto and no restraint.

The end result is, of course, my highest weight ever. 260 pounds. Sweet baby jeebus, what a bloater!

You know what? I am tired.....

I am tired of being tired.

I am tired of hurting all the time.

I am tired of sweating my ass off.

I am tired of seeing my fat head in the mirror.

I am tired of pulling the front of my shirts down all the time as they ride up over my gut.

I am tired of the struggle to reach my feet just to put my damn socks on.

I am tired of huffing and puffing after going upstairs.

I am tired of laying on the couch watching tv.

I am tired of looking at other people and thinking "am i that big? do i look like that?"

I AM going to do this thing this time around. I got down to 195 a couple of years back and by god I AM going to get there again, and beyond. I know I can do it, all it takes is will power and conviction and belief in myself.

Weigh-in: 260.0 lb lost so far: 0 lb still to go: 75.0 lb Diet followed N/A

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