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09 March 2009

06 March 2009

shew.. feeling like the wind got knocked out of me today. Feeling a bit depressed. In the end, I know it will all work out but... feeling frustrated in the moment! I had an interview 3 weeks ago that I thought went really well, I got the "letter" today saying they picked somebody else. I know it is all good in the long run. Honestly, I wish I didn't even have to be looking for another job. I love what I do right now but it just isn't paying the bills anymore. I've gone from making $60K a year to really... next to nothing and am running out of savings.

Some friends have told me I'd be great working on the mountain selling up there but I just don't have interest. I could go back to management and again.. I just don't have interest. Part of the problem is I want to keep doing what I am doing now so nothing else looks like something I'd like to do.What I do now doesn't really feel like work. Really, I don't feel like I have to work that hard (even when I am really busy) I really just feel like crying!

Ok.. well... I am just ranting and feeling sorry for myself. I know it will work out. It always does, somehow, someway. I have to get back in focus and just know that the universe is working out the details right now to bring forth into my world the perfect job for me. HHMMM.. FAITH!

05 March 2009

Well, just got back from a good workout...that is good. I'd like to take my dog for a walk but he broke his harness... am I brave enough to just go out on a walk without it? IDK! He is such a lovey but has terrible manners. I know.. that is the owners fault. UURRGG! HA

Felt really good to go into the gym today. I noticed that during my cardio workout my feet started to go numb, I really should get back to the chiropractor but really don't have the cash for it right now.

I smoked again yesterday but have a patch on today and haven't, so that is good. Now, I just need to keep it up. It's weird, I really only have the desire when I am around my friends who smoke, other then that I am alright but, it only takes 5 to get addicted again so I do deal with the aftermath of smoking when I am with my friends. I just need to stop, no matter where I am or who I am with.

It was great to be down this morning. Again.. I couldn't believe it. Yesterday I went out with my girlfriend to Waffle House and had 2 eggs, some bacon and some toast. I guess that isn't all that bad except for all the greese they use. I didn't put it in my diet journal cause I really didn't know how much oil they actually use. I did skip lunch well... really.. we could just call it brunch then had left overs for dinner. Who cares... as long as the scale is going down that is all that matters.

I'll have to post this receipe I fixed the other night. OH MY GOODNESS it was sinfully good I even used regular cheese and it was still like 278 calories a serving. I couldn't beleive it. I will post it using reduced fat cheese.
Weigh-in: 182.6 lb lost so far: 0.4 lb still to go: 37.6 lb Diet followed reasonably well
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03 March 2009

03 March 2009

Weigh-in: 183.6 lb lost so far: 0 lb still to go: 38.6 lb Diet followed reasonably well

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