MoNi94

I am a soon to be 36 soon to be married woman trying to recapture the person I use to be. I have had self image issues and always thought I was fat. That was because I compared myself to others who were size 0-4. I have realized that my body type will never be that size and I realize I don't want to. My goal is to get back to a size (10) where I was more comfortable. As I worked out and gained muscle the size 10 could mean anywhere from 160 to 175lbs and I am ok with that.

My main problem is what I eat. Wrong foods, wrong portion just wrong! I recently found out I am hormonally imbalanced and stress/carbs does a number on my body and causes me to gain weight at a rapid pace. So, I need to cut the bread and pasta out of my life until I get my hormone levels under control. ( I always said I was a bit crazy, now I have proof) lol

Anyway my goal is to get control of my emotions concerning food, get healthy and to love the skin I am in. I have to accept me with all my imperfections and be the best me I can be. I want to find the strenght everyone tells me they see in me. I want to finish what I started and that is to get healthy and win this battle over my weight!