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22 July 2012

I didn't lose any weight; but lost a whole inch off of my waist which makes it a total of 4 inches from my waist alone. Feeling much better today, re-applied at a few places and I'm going to re-apply at a few more places. I looked at medical disability the other day so I could at least get a little money to pay for the things I need and help my mom out with bills, but I went to school full time last year so I can't. It's okay though, it would have just been nice to be able to help out and not be such a burden.

Weigh-in: 200.0 lb

lost so far: 15.0 lb

still to go: 90.0 lb

Diet followed reasonably well

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20 July 2012

Warning. Big long rant. Quite a bit of cussing.

I'm a bit sleeping more now, it may be because it's hard for me to stay awake in a car ride. My mom is really irritating me, her head is stuck so far up my sister's ass I'm surprised she can breathe. It's my closest friends birthday coming up and when I asked her if I could visit [more like if she would give me money] she said it wouldn't be a problem but she didn't have the food money and I'm still waiting to be paid for my Buick, Chevy and sound system. All of which is pissing me off. So they offer to loan me the money until I get paid and they were going to pick me up, so I ask my mom if that's alright today and she flies into this screamfest about how I need a job and everything is all my fault because I don't have a job and I don't do anything and I'm just lazy and ungrateful and so on and so forth.

I honestly think she is selfish. The only reason I moved in with this psycho was because she was supposed to get me treatment for my severe anxiety and depression. Ironic right? That was in 2010. It is 2012 and I'm only in 3 months of therapy. She keeps telling me I didn't hold up to my end of the deal, I didn't even have an end to this fucking deal!! It was all on her and she didn't hold up to shit! If she had gotten me the help I needed I wouldn't have flunked out of college, and I would probably have at least a decent part time job.

I was recently invited to go live with my friend and my mom just had to foot my grocery bill until I found a job, but she wouldn't let me because I would have to sleep on a couch until I could afford my own place? I would rather sleep on the cold hard floor up there than spend another second here.

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15 July 2012

Weigh-in: 200.0 lb

lost so far: 15.0 lb

still to go: 90.0 lb

Diet followed reasonably well

add comment losing 2.0 lb a week

09 July 2012

I'm debating on what to eat for dinner. Asparagus and carrots or Taco Lettuce Wraps. I have got to get my sleep schedule regulated again because it is absolutely wrecking my exercise routine. I'm constantly feeling exhausted, far too exhausted to do much.

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08 July 2012

I was invited out for sushi. SUSHI. Honestly, I almost punched my friend in the face. I don't even want to hear the word fish (sushi, seafood, etc qualify too) for a very, VERY long time. She really doesn't have much of a brain sometimes. Well, a lot of times. I'm so mean. Lol. Lunch was good, I'm happy with my eating so far. This WILL be a good week. :)

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