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15 May 2013

14 May 2013

Ahhh.. Day two back on track...

So eating everything in sight and sleeping off and on all mother's day weekend got boring real fast. The good news is... I no longer feel like eating pasta and being lazy anymore...

Monday we learned a few basic moves to Egyptian specific Middle Eastern dancing. It felt foreign to move my body in these new ways; arms raised yet slightly bent, tailbone tucked in, core engaged, chest raised, shoulders back... pretty much -the perfect posture-

Moving my hips in ways I never knew my hips could move, I felt so feminine... I also felt like singing Shakiras lyrics in my head because we all know her hips don't lie!

I went to my normal Monday night Zumba class after and found myself bored. I would space out and remember back to the beginning when Zumba used to be a fun challenge. The challenging part was trying to get out of my car and into the house afterwards with every part of my body sore, limping around the office the next day... now it's like I have to modify the moves to make them harder to even feel a slight ache in my one ab. The class felt more like a DVD to me.

Today I used the "perfect posture" while walking the trail at work. I felt more confident and sexy. Thinking about doing the middle eastern dance class on Thur instead of the other zumba class... The only problem is Zumba burns 600 calories and hour and I believe belly dancing burns half that. *pondering...

10 May 2013

09 May 2013

So I feel like a terrible mom. I used my jeep to haul heavy bags of soil to my garden Tuesday evening after work. (I'm making a ghetto garden - details later) Well I thought my eleven year old daughter would think it was fun to climb up through my sun roof and ride on top of the jeep (you know, like car surfing) while I drove from the garage to the garden...

Well, she lost her balance when I ran over a bump or backed up or something and smashed her face on the roof rack. I look up through the open sun roof and saw blood gushing down her face. I told her to jump in the jeep and floored it to the emergency room. I had a frizzy afro ponytail, no shirt on, just my bikini top and my child with blood streaming down her face... like 3 hours, a free hospital shirt, and 9 stitches later... I can't stop feeling like shit blaming myself for being a terrible mother. I am really working hard on trying to forgive myself. Accidents happen, right?

At least my daughter feels like I am a great mom because I care and rushed her to the hospital right away, holding her hands, trying not to make painful facial expressions as the Dr. stitched her face. She told me a bad mom wouldn't care and would let her bleed to death as she worried about herself and found a shirt to wear first, and fixed her hair before driving their child to the hospital. She is such a sweetheart. Trying to make me feel better when she should be mad at me for suggesting such a dangerous act.

07 May 2013

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