I've had quite a hard time losing weight throughout my life. Not too long ago I was utterly depressed, and was starving myself, hoping to develop anorexia. This got confusing. I lost weight until 115, but then my parents noticed. They got worried and started WATCHING me eat. Therefore, I gained back to the highest weight I have been in my life. 140. This time, I will try to do it the healthy way. No starving! Please, help me lose the weight again.