Hello, I have always struggled with my weight but its just been recently that it has gotten this bad. I have lost 50 pounds & 43 pounds twice in my life and here I am and now I need to lose 70. I hate being over 200 pounds. It effects my whole life its always on my mind. And I hate that it controls me so much. But other than that I am 28 years old. married, and have a little boy who is 4 and a little girl who is 1. And I want to be better for them so I don't ruin their self image of their selves. And I work part time as a cosmetologist. And I love it.