Mmmm, nothing like health issues to light a real fire under your ass. I was diagnosed with hyperplasia atypia and diabetes(or prediabetes) last summer. I had already lost 30 pounds at that point, and have dropped an additional 60 + since then. Don't be scared of your body, love it, nurture it, give it what it has been craving. Your brain is what has gotten out of shape the most, push through those doubts and give your body that excercise it needs.